i've had enough, fighting this daily. it's in my dreams and my waking hours. it's a living hell. it's hard to describe what living like this is like, living in a head space that never offers any sort of protection. it's living in a psychological war zone, except from home is where the war zone is. there is no end to it, i wish that there was.
the idea that i will have to continue this for the rest of my life is, at the moment, more than i can stand.
i am terrified of tomorrow, yesterday haunts me and today never ends.
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